Showing posts with label ke-FAIL-an. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ke-FAIL-an. Show all posts

Friday, June 3, 2011

depending on others?

Here it is,i don't know why and i certainly don't wanna know why i'm having a super hyper bad day today. Not only today,but yesterday as well.Frankly speaking,i'm not feeling so good now,i refuse to talk to anyone if i can.but hell yeah,unfortunately i can't live alone.

Let's start with yesterdayo,i'm feeling like wanna type in malay now,but idk why i'm still typing in english. I'm supposed to send my assignment complete with demo video for my network perimeter assignment. One group consist of two people and i'm with,err,let us called him A.
Two days ago,when i ask him,can you do the video for the assignment,he said he know bla3 so he said he can.I told him if he can't,just say can't,we can ask the lecturer to postponed it for us or something,but he CONFIDENTLY says he don't want to postponed it.(since we're already a group on the other assignment before which i complete it in nearly 90% of the assignment,he said he will do this assignment alone)So,a day before we need to send the assignment,
I relaxly sleep lah that petang. When i woke up,i ask him,the assignment is started or not. He said he just finishing some movies watching on his laptop. I was like,oh okay,as long as know know what to do later.Then at 10-11pm,i ask him to do the assignment,i volunteer to help him a bit.Then after i read a bit bout this and that,i said to him,i can't do this,its out of my league.Since he said he already read this long time before and research bla3 so i think he can do it.
Until he said he can't. i was like,what the f? you said you can do this? he said,ni linux kott.Then he thinks i know linux?

And the day after that,thank god our lecturer permit us to postponed that presentation and videos,for half a day,i'm like a crazy person thinks how to do that assignment,at last,nearly at 6pm(i've started since 830 A.M)i managed to do it,ALONE.When i was doing that,he said that he's reading something bout the assignment.zzz.
That's the last time i depend on him,or to be in a group with him again. No offense.We're still a friend,a good one,but not a groupmate anymore.

So,yesterday night,when i am alone in the room,i decided to do my laundry.After the washing machine finished cuci-ing my baju,i sidai it on at the outside of the room.
My college got some site(or compartment?) to sidai our baju there.Since there are no hilang baju cases yet that i heard,so i always trust gmi student not to curi my cloth.
haha.

Then,this morning,I've ask the seller(i bought a game from lowyat.net yesterday) bout my tracking number. He said he forgot to give it to me.So he said later he bagi la.I said ok lah,since it's still 10am like that.I need the tracking number to make sure where is my parcel. I scared that the parcel may have reach the gmi but the gmi staff may not be calling me. (all of our stuff are sent to gmi office) so at 12 cmtu i ask him again,he still said wait2,then i ask my..err.lets call her B. B to call the seller,or should i say C? ok. B is my friend and C is the seller. So B called C and ask about my parcel number,luckily 10minutes after that i got my parcel number.

i checked it at the skynet website,it says not in database. so,i was like okay then,skynet selalu like that.
Then i ask my friend B to called gmi to ask for the package.She said wait 30minutes,so i waits eagerly for her.till when it was 4pm (which is 35minutes after that) she said she cannot called them on some reason.i was like wtfffffffffffff...i shud never depend on her on the first place.but takpe,i don't care.i still have my last option left.

i ask mama to called the skynet itself and give her the parcel number.Shortly after that,mama called me,said that skynet itself couldnt detect that number so that number must be mistaken.She asked me to ask the seller.
so i ask the seller again bout my tracking number,he said he received that on sms too,he's friend gave it to him since he's not at office.and  he said later he give me the number. till now,still no news.i know i can't be cheated since he's actually own a shop and has being doing business for agak lama at lyn.net.

So,it was hell a bad day for me.since i can't get my game today..i was waiting for it like crazyyyyyy.
Unfortunately,it doesnt stop there.YES,i'm malang in every possible way today. When i angkat baju yang tengah disidai,i notice that two of my shirt(one of it is still super duper newww) is missingggg.
arghhhhh..i shud never have trust on you gmi student! you guys betrayed meeee! if i nampak anyone who wears my baju,you're DEAD!!

it was an emotional entry this one.and i don't even care bout my english.i'm feeling like dying =.="

so for short;
i tak siap my assignment because i depend on someone.
baju i kena curi because i depend on someone not to curi.
i x called gmi because i depend on someone so i couldnt get my game.

i shud never ever depend on someone anymore after this.
this is my last.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

At Its Peaks!

With all my housemate left me this morning going to their classes,(my class cancel,yey!)
i got nearly nothing to do..
i woke up at 9a.m(kinda),went straight to bathroom..
after that,i grab my mp3 player and then..IT HAPPENS!

I start thinking about home(again!),just when i thought everything was perfect,no more home sickness..it happens..
i start remember about my ppc,my bed,my ps2 but not my family XD
ok,enoughwithmyego..
i also start remember and missing all my families..
my dad,my mom,my sis and my cat~(hope's still there)

everytime i said that i feel no more homesick..
thats a total lie,thats just me trying to cover up my feeling with my ego..
and today,for the first time..i cry XD
(dont blame me,perfect condition,no one there,nothing in my room,sad song haha XD)

damn,i miss home so much,despite my previous post that i said i hate home..
no im not,im dying to go home..

said whatever u like,im the last child,manja right? yeah i agree..
i dunno why i dont pick a college near my house..
im thinking get the hell out from this place..
back to kedah,gat back to all the comfort i had before..
get back the feeling i had in the last 7month (or 8month)

i wanna stay up late again..
i wanna online using MY COMPUTER again..
i wanna hang out with my school friends again..
i wanna sleep on my bed again..
i wanna eat my mother cookings again..

GET ME OUT FROM HERE!!

(lisa,mase tu aku cover gile sore aku..haha XD)

Monday, June 1, 2009

Am i Right? or just completely wrong?

at last aku berani ckp benda sebenar..
benda yg aku takot nak ckp sejak beberapa bulan lalu..
benda yg sampai skang aku xtaw betul ke x..
aku yg mula..
patot x aku ckp sbnrnya?
ataupon lg bgos aku xckp td?
kenapa kredit kene habis pada masa yg kritikal??
kenapa??
boleh ke aku hidop pasnie?
boleh ke?
td confiden je..
skang baru nak pk..
padan muke ko...
when 1 door is closed...
another door open...
mintak2 nie betul...
i really need another door..
but not now...
skang kita hepi dlu...
tp aku patot sedih..
argh!!!!!!!
kenapa kenapa kenapa??
kenapa aku start??
kenapa dlu aku xbrani ckp benda betul??
kenapa???

skang aku xtaw apa akan jd..let time do its job..

in the mean time..live your life feeq..

Saturday, May 23, 2009

hate

You were everything I wanted
You were everything a girl could be
Then you left me broken hearted

All I wanted was your
Love

Hate is a strong word
But I really don't like you

Brought you around
And you just brought me down


Thought that everything was perfect
Isn't that how it's supposed to be?
Thought you thought that I was worth it
Now I think a little differently

!~im tired~!

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Last Minute~

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kalo la leh aku jeritttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!
gerammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm sgt x100000
sebenarnya..ari nie aku patot g gath kat cs ngan dak2 republic...
aku yg rancang,aku nak ppppppppppp!!!!!!
malangnya...
semalam masa aku tgh online..
mak aku kata,feeq,kite kene g kl la..
ade org meninggal...
"tidakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk,esok gath!! skang dh kul 8 lebey..nak sampai sana,then balik lg!"ni la dlm otak aku masa mak aku ckp tu..
aku pon ckp la,
"feeq xknai pon..xyah pg la..esok ade gath la.."
mak aku jwb,
"xleh,ni sedara kita,kene g gak sbb bla3(aku xdgr sbb masa tu aku tensyn sgt2)"
........
nak xnak..aku pon pg la pack barang...
aku gtaw kat forum semua yg aku xleh p.
then dlm kul 9cmtu kot aku pg...
dlm perjalanan tu 1 perkara je kaco aku..
gath,gath,gath
aku nakkkkkkkk sgt pg..tp apakan daya..
......
ni aku baru balik dri sana..
aku nmpk blog kyna ngan ms kyna..
ada gambar gath..
jeles gilerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr......
n...
aku rasa mesti diorang marah kat aku..
aku yg rancang aku xpg..
aku ym kyna pon dia cm mao2 xmao je ckp ngan aku..
aku tego myra kat cb pon xdbalas..
=(

aku minta maaf sgt2 kat dak2 republic...
minta maaf sgt2..
im really2 sorry...

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Format? FailZ~~

yesterday i try to format my friend's laptop..
aku trade ngan dia jap wat sementara nie..
aku pinjam laptop dia,dia pinjam playstation 2 aku..
xkesah la ngan benda tu..lama dah pon kitaorang trade nie..

pastu sejak 2-3 minggu lepas,laptop dia rajen jd BSOD(blue screen of death)..
BSOD ni jd masa nak start laptop la..dia xleh nak masuk kat desktop tu..
sebelum nie aku tekan2 boleh tp kene cube banyak kali..tp aku xkesah sgt..
tp smalam,aku nak upload gambar nak letak kat blog nie la..
then aku cri la Cardreader aku..pastu aku cucuk la kat laptop..
tup2 laptop tu mati terus..usb port tu ada sangkut ngan battery skit..
aku tau cemana nak perOKkan balik so aku x la cuak..

masa aku tgk bukak laptop dia balik,mcm biasa la BSOD again..
aku pon try2 la..aku xkesah sgt selalunya..tp semalam napa tah..
aku rasa nak explore je laptop tu..masa aku bukak tu aku masuk la setting dia..
Access IBM setting(laptop dia IBM) then masuk la kat tempat pelik2..
aku pon explore2 la skit..then aku jumpa restore to factory setting.
aku pon tanpa pk banyak kali..aku try jer la(sebelum nie aku penah tanya dia dah..nak reformat boleh x?dia kata ok jer)

then untuk sebeberapa lama..dia pun start la reformat..dekat 1-2 jam gak la aku tunggu..
masa tu dekat kul 3 dh masa aku start tu..then dlm 4lebey tu pon dah ok dah..
aku usha2 la system..ada benda yg aku xphm..tp at least x BSOD dah..
then masa aku nak download2 benda yg aku lost(sbb aku xwat backup td),dia mcm selow skit..
aku tgk la net..then dia suh aku check kat properties n so on..aku bukak la..
then aku tgk Video Controller (vga compatible) dia xleh guna..dalam kata lain..
grafix driver dia prob la..so aku try la download guna laptop tu..
xleh install sbb system laptop tu masih benggong..

so disebabkan aku ngantok..aku pon tido la..
aku bangun td pagi..aku try la lagi..xleh gak..so what i think..leh surf semua ok..
cuma grafix agak lembab..(mcm pc aku jer XD)then aku xkesah la..
aku download guna pc aku plak..(dah lama aku tglkan pc aku)..
then aku try la letak dlm pendrive nak transfer dlm laptop..
masa aku cuba cucuk pendrive dlm laptop tu..
ada bunyi..tp xde respon..aku unplug then plug balik pon xjd apa gak..
so aku akan try lg esok!! (never give up) sementara tu aku nak guna pc nie dlu..

hoho..kenapa aku tulis semua nie??sebab aku xde keje..hahahahahaaha XD
format laptop??
Fail~

pasnie aku akan cuba lagi..aku minat bab komputer2 nie..
really minat..tambah2 g pas dapat internet nie..(walaupon selow2~)
adakah aku akan cuba wat lai benda2 seperti ini?
benda yg aku xpaham n complex?
yA!! aku still nak wat..XD